Sovereignty on the Road: My Cross-Country Initiation

There’s a moment—right before you leap—where the air goes still. You feel the pulse of the unknown just beyond your fingertips, and everything in you whispers,

“Are you sure?”

And still… you jump.

That’s where I am.

About to be on the road, crossing the country with nothing but a deep inner call, a car packed with the basics, and a soul ready to rise.

This isn’t a vacation. It’s not even a relocation.This is an initiation.

I’ve felt the pull for months—years, really. Seven, to be exact. This nudge to step into something wilder, more real, more me. Not the polished or predictable version. Not the one who acts like she’s got it all figured out.

Vans name: Bahula- plentiful, abundant in Sanskrit.

Since my awakening—or rather, my remembrance—I’ve been unlearning the rigid, controlled, masculine-dominant way of being. I’ve been softening into authenticity. Into balance. Into a deeply felt, INbodied feminine energy.The part of me that leads with emotion, with sensation, with wildness.The version that’s becoming… through surrender. Through heart-led instinct.Through divine timing.

And yet—let’s be real. There are fears. Can I sustain myself financially? Will I be safe along the way? What if I lose my footing… my grounding?

But here’s the truth I keep recalling: This journey is the support.The road is the abundance.

And every moment gives me an opportunity to meet fear with love—to remember who I am. To remember how capable we all are when we surrender to higher consciousness through the heart, and put full faith in the INergy beyond self—working with us in the unseen.

This trip is a practice in sovereignty. It’s about trusting my inner compass, even when the GPS has no signal. It’s about saying yes to what makes my body buzz with truth, even if my mind is negotiating safety. It’s about dropping from the mental noise into the gentle hum of my heart—where Source speaks in feelings, not logic.

Each mile is an Sol Alchemy. Worry becomes presence. Fear becomes power. Loneliness becomes communion with something greater than me.

I’ll sing to the sky.

I’ll cry when I need to.

I’ll stop when my body says pause.

I’ll listen.

I’ll feel.

I’ll allow.

And in doing so, I become more sovereign. Not separate—but sovereign. Rooted in myself. Rooted in Source. No longer needing permission to live in devotion to my path.

This, I believe, is the new paradigm. Not bypassing discomfort—but dancing with it. Meeting density in real time, alchemizing it with breath, with love, with trust. And from that space, watching reality shift—not because I forced it…But because I softened into it.

This is the deeper work. This is the true gift I’m cultivating—The ability to hold myself in every moment. And do my best to share it with you.

To let Source lead me through the wilderness of the unknown,

And discover, over and over again,

That I was never lost.

I was always coming home.

So I drive—not with a plan, but with a mission: To INbody sovereignty. To create in alignment. To live as a blessing, and be blessed in return.

This is the trip.

This is the initiation.

And I am choosing to be ready—for whatever it becomes.

Ways to be divine support to Sacora on her trip:

• Purchase a online offering, she will be in full service to those who are aligned

• Purchase Sunray Swag

• Donate on Sunray Swag, or during livestreams. This is connected to the llivestream communities Sacora is creating on Tiktok and soon YouTube, possibly Twitch.

• Donate DIrectly:

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